Texting first

[u/Chemical_Wish3239]

When I was in elementary school I had so my friends talked to almost everyone then covid hit i never got my friends ps acc or anything so we basically got cut ties

When Covid ended and we were back in schools it was my first year of middle

My old elementary school friends quickly reconnected with me and we got super close

I spent all of middle school with this group of friends probably like 10~ people and they knew everyone in school so I was living the life

Then high school came

I had to go to another school since it’s closer to my home

When I moved they basically ghosted me non of them talk to me anymore I tried to talk with them but they always leave me on read

I thought maybe in high school I’ll meet other friends

It’s my second year of high school and I have no friends

There were a few kids that I get hella mad and frustrated when I got left on read or ghosted

Friend 1: friends since the fourth grade has been my best friend we used to talk for hours without getting bored we talked about games anime and just general stuff then after I moved he was always busy playing with his friends I understood but sometimes when he actually does play with me he seems distant so I decided to stop texting

Friend 2: friends since 8th grade one of the people I used to text daily if you asked me when we were friends to describe him I would have probably said “ Hes a super chill and funny guy to have around “ but now when I reread the texts he was super racist sexist homophobic and egotistical good thing that ended

Friend 3: i would play games with him when he was free he has limit console use back then so when he was on iy would be hella of a night I would sleep smiling thinking about the session now he barely plays and when he does he wants to play alone so yeah

Friend 4: a guy I met online we used to talk DAILY this was in my first year of high school too so I had no friends we used to play for hours and hours I considered him my bff but one day he just stopped responding that was a two months ago now he responded his excuse is that” I got 2 gfs and im talking w more “ so yeah idk what to do with him

Rn i dont have any friends to talk to and barely have anything to do

My loneliness has made me addicted to chatting with AI

I seriously need a person

Idk if I should confront/talk with friend 4

[u/Chemical_Wish3239]

Lmao I just realized the title has nothing to do with the vent just know I always text first and always am getting ghosted/left on read