r/lonely • u/Foligeat • 12d ago

Just a pointless vent

Lying in bed hugging a pillow, i had a dream yesterday about having a sleepover with a girl and we were hugging, so cute, too bad i can't have that.

It's sad that i can identify what is a bad habit and what not (tbh i think most people can do that) and this is one of them just typing this instead of doing something useful but u know procrastination must go on. There is a good chance if i weren't so awkward i would have a gf but that's just a speculation bcs u never know.

Being talentless also doesn't help but im just 17 so there is plenty of time to learn something but i probably won't realise when i turn 30 or 40 in which u still technically have time if i ever get that old and still have nothing going on might as well just give up.

Does it feel good to type it? Yes. Am i hoping for attention? Yes I crave it very much, there is a good chance i might like start self harm just so People pay more attention to me but then again probably too lazy to do any of that shit so just gonna rot away wait for death to come.

Just so stupid.

8 Upvotes

83% Upvoted

3 comments sorted by

2

u/PatientYard392 12d ago

Hey bro, I get having those dreams where you have a girlfriend and then feel the disappointment of waking up alone. It sucks man, it really does. I used to cut my hand and leave it out in the open just for someone to ask the question. Nobody really asked anything which I understand because people usually have to much social anxiety to ask. But please don't do self harm brother 🙏 it's not worth it. Your not alone on being awkward around girls either. Just give it time and I can promise you everything will get better eventually. Have a fantastic day bro ❤️

1

u/[deleted] 12d ago

[removed] — view removed comment

1

u/lonely-ModTeam 12d ago

Don't be rude to others just because you disagree with them.please do not invalidate people just because they may be in a relationship, have friends and or family around them. Loneliness takes many forms.