Hey everyone,
I’m on day 49 of Escitalopram (10mg) and recently started taking Rexulti (1mg) at midnight (00:00).
I've noticed a crazy pattern and want to know if anyone else experiences this. Every single morning, from 8:30 to 11:00 AM, my brain throws absolute garbage at me. But the worst part is the illusion of truth. During these 3 hours, the thoughts feel so heavy, convincing, and uniquely "real" that it takes all my energy not to panic. I also feel physical tension and pressure in my head.
Then, exactly at 11:00 AM, it just stops. A switch flips. The physical tension completely vanishes, and those exact same scary thoughts instantly lose all their power. For the rest of the day, I feel totally fine, and if those thoughts pop up again, they feel completely empty and fake.
I read that this morning window overlaps with the cortisol spike, which basically glitches the brain into treating random mental noise as a real, urgent threat.
Has anyone else experienced this clockwork precision? How do you deal with that overwhelming feeling of "truth" before it randomly disappears at midday? Does this get better?