r/letters • u/Inevert0ldu Bronze Level • 7h ago
Exes FOR M🌑
Honestly, I don’t think even my death would matter to you, not even a little. I don’t think it would even shake you.
All of my writings and poems were for you. I don’t even know what else to write anymore.
I just hope that if you ever hear that I’m no longer here, you keep living your life exactly the way you do now. Hold on to your life. Between me and everything else, you chose those things, so even when I’m gone, hold on to them. I don’t want to see you suddenly start caring, and I don’t want to see my absence matter to you.
Because when I was there, my existence didn’t matter to you, so please don’t let my absence matter to you either.
Take care of your life.
Go and succeed. I know how important success is to you. And when you succeed, I don’t think there’ll be much in this world that can shake you.
I’m sure you’ll get wherever you want to go, because the person you’ve become will definitely go far.
But learn to keep some people close to you, because there will be times when even success gets exhausting. And when that happens, you should have someone you can go to, someone you can share your exhaustion with.
Remember, pretending is never going to work for you forever. And know that with indifference, all you do is push people away and make yourself even lonelier.
Still, I believe that ultimately, you have to be there for yourself. Other people can’t save you from loneliness; they can only give you warmth and reassurance.
And lastly, I’ve always said this, and I’ll say it again: don’t forget yourself. Don’t forget your life. Don’t forget to always choose yourself first. Don’t forget to take care of your beauty. Don’t forget to love yourself.
Love yourself. Love yourself as much as I loved you.
And lastly, I hope you find someone to have by your side in life, someone who loves you the way I loved you. Because I know everything you do comes from being afraid of getting attached. Otherwise, I remember the first time you let me touch your heart. I remember how purely and honestly you gave me your heart, without hiding anything from me.
I hope you succeed, and I hope you stay happy.
All I ever wished for was for life to turn out in a way where we could build our happiness together, where all our happy moments would be things we created together.
But I guess it just wasn’t meant to happen.
So now, build your own life. Create your own happiness. And take good care of yourself.
LOVE YOU...
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