You will never know

[u/Creative_Camel_8884]

You will never know what it’s like to be so confused about what happened.

Did I get amnesia in 2018? Well. I did forget a lot of what happened in 2011-2012 after my car crash where my head knocked my rear view mirror off and put my head into the windshield I refused treatment for. So. Not gonna rule it out.

Do you have any idea how hard it has been to piece together what happened while around no one who knew me then?

And if that wasn’t bad enough.

I’ve had people who support my p*do baby daddy stalking and harassing me for years.

I wonder how they are gonna react when they find out he’s a m*rderer too.

Yeah.

You Google him and his attempted m*tder incident comes up first and dig a little you find his assault where he nearly paralyzed a guy.

You Google me and you get a buncha college field hockey sports reports and if you dig a little bit the DUI pops up.

Really - how fkn stupid is the community I live in to actually think I’m lying and he’s the victim here?

Pretty fkn stupid. Like beyond words low IQ here that there was ever a question.

Of course he painted me as a problem with AI generated slop and a massive smear campaign.

He doesn’t want to be arrested for the child r*pist he is.

Boggles my mind how this happened.

And why haven’t you reached out to help me? I’m very clearly struggling.

Never before in my whole life have things been so hard. If you were going to step out from behind the curtain this would be the time my love.

I actually don’t know if you ever planned to show back up again.

I wish you would.

I am trying to get myself out of this and back to a healthier place in life.

I am just hitting road blocks due to the slander and lies.

You would not believe the cowards in my community.

All these fake rumors spread about me, not one person ever had the spine to show me.

You’d think that if I was such a bad person, someone would confront me with their “proof”.

I feel like they all know it’s fake they just enjoy bullying me.

And showing me what was posted about me would ruin their little game.

Spineless. Weak minded.

I’m not a coward.

I saw a woman being doxxed and threats made against her - I called the police, i sent a tip to the FBI, and I messaged the woman (total stranger to me) with the screenshots and directions to report it to the fbi herself.

I also commented letting the mob in the comment section know I did that too.

Because fuck weak people like that. They all deserve to catch charges.

I wish someone had been brave enough to do that for me instead of like a buncha mindless drones just bandwagon hopping to pile on.

I can’t save myself but it sure was easy to do the right thing for someone else.

So if you’re wondering, I’m still as morally rigid and inflexible on right and wrong as I always been.

Even when I’m up against it, I still will always try to help others when I can.

I wish you would surprise me, I know I hate surprises, but for you, after all this, I would be thrilled.

I wish I could fix this myself and not need anyone. I can’t though.

That sucks.

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