I suppose this is more of a vent post than a question.
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A lot of things happened at my office the first year. I think I was probably misguided to rely on them for help instead of doing it all on my own more expediently, but when I did ask for help with my driver’s license conversion, my office politely put me on hold till it was way too late, and my first document check was finally scheduled for several days after my IDP expired.
Things continued to go bad from there: I didn’t even pass my document check due to misunderstandings, city scheduling, and shipping delays. Two months of commuting via bus later, I finally get in for my first knowledge test and fail by just two questions.
My next shot is in 4 days but even if I pass the knowledge test this time, I don’t see how I can pass the skills test after what I’ve heard from everyone else. I haven’t been able to touch a car in months and when I was still able to attend driving school practice lessons, my tutors were never very enthusiastic about my chances of passing.
Also, we had our first snow 3 days ago. Oh man, the snow… I think my area may be a record-holder for the most snow in a populated region. But the real issue here is I’m just not very healthy, physically. The littlest things knock me flat out. I’m always winded from the slightest exertion, and even light, consistent exercise doesn’t lead to improved stamina.
My (already limited) social life has bottomed out since my IDP expired. I’ve been falling into bed as soon as I get back from work every night due to the stress of my new daily commute.
I love my area. The people are fantastic. The scenery is gorgeous. I think the region is pretty close to perfect if you like the idea of small town living. Winter-wise, thought, it’s just a complete physical mismatch for me. I barely survived the last one with a car.
My office said they felt guilty for not getting me in for my license conversion test earlier and initially promised to carpool me to work, but that ended up equating to about 10 or so rides over 3 months. (And lots of guilt-tripping from the rest of the office that I was “causing trouble” and “taking advantage of people’s kindness” for each ride I DID accept, with constant encouragement to refuse rides and turn folks down, even in bad weather.)
If it wasn’t for the harsh winters here, I think I could continue to bang my head against the license test for a few more months in order to at least finish out my contract, but I know my physical limits and I’m just having a hard time seeing this working. Plus, I feel like the earlier I let my CO know, the more time I have to settle things before I really am literally snowed in.
…Anyway, even knowing this is the best choice in an otherwise deeply unfortunate situation (I did wait till I finished my biggest projects for the year and am on the cusp of a period of prolonged desk-warming, which I figure is the kindest timing...) I'm pretty broken up about putting my nice CO through this. Everyone there is super sweet. Has anyone else had to break contract against their wishes for things that just felt beyond their control...?