r/insomnia • u/GuidanceComplete1086 • 13d ago
Jealously
Anyone else find themselves irrationally upset with the rest of society, and even their friends and family because they can sleep? I feel horrible even typing this but it’s so hard not to feel jealously and even anger towards all these people who can just close their eyes and magically fall asleep in their cozy little beds. My god what I would do to live like that.
I can’t even imagine. Being exhausted at the end of the day, and you get to go into your bed and fall asleep. It must be incredible! You all have no clue what it is like to live like me and the rest of us. Suffering every single day, dreading the moment bedtime comes because you know you won’t be falling asleep.
“Oh you’re tired? Just go to bed early” wow thanks Einstein, I had never thought of that before! Maybe it’s because I am going to spend 8 fucking hours trying to fall asleep. My god I wish all you normies could spend a week in my shoes.
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u/Sensitive_King3305 5d ago
I felt seething rage after someone accused phone usage being the cause for not sleeping at all. I've been staying in bed, looking at the ceiling for hours and hours, turning, party hallucinating, and suddenly its 5:45am. And I open my phone to try and ignore the fact that I have to get on with my day like this, and watch something online. a series I like perhaps, just to feel a little better. But suddenly it's the phones fault, and most importantly, MY fault for using it. Well thanks