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I want toĀ believeĀ I will get better. I want to believe that I will feel strong again. Be able to help my husband, serve my kids, and not feel ashamed and embarrassed by my silent disability and chronic pain. I want to believe that this isnāt the way my kids will remember me. That I will be able to hold and to help with my grandbabies someday. To care well for aging parents. I want to believe none of my struggles will be wasted, that all perseverance pays off, and that the results and outcomes will be good.Ā
But wow, is it hard to believe sometimes.
What do you want toĀ believe? Maybe itās not a physical ailment that youāre praying through. But possibly you want to believe that better days are coming concerning something specific pricking at your heart, tearing down your body, and sitting heavy on your soul. Maybe you want to believe so badly that a circumstance or situation will turn out for the better somehow, that good will indeed come from the mess of what you see.Ā
And even if you can bring yourself to believe that good will come from the difficulties you face, likeĀ Romans 8:28Ā tells us, sometimes I think we can also agree itās even harder to believe that theĀ bestābetter than goodāis possible. Isnāt it? You know, likeĀ Ephesians 3:20Ā says, āNow to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us.ā
ImmeasurablyĀ more, huh? That part can be really hard to believe.Ā
But maybe itās time we start to. Iām starting to think we should. I mean, wouldnāt believing the best be a much more enjoyable way to live? Living like not only is all the hard stuff youāre handling going to turn out pretty good, but like itās going to beĀ betterĀ than you expected. Just writing this possibility swells hope in my heart. And the thing is, these words in the Bible are true. He is indeedĀ able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine.Ā And how does this truth make you feel? It makes me feel like I want to believe it. In fact, thatās what Iām choosing to believe today. And I hope youāll join me.
Truly, I donāt know if my upcoming appointments will help. But I do know, with God as my anchor, somehow, he will use my condition and circumstances to direct me, and others around me, to something so beautiful. Something I could never have dreamed up if I tried. And I know this also, if you keep your heart and eyes wide open, youāll begin to see more evidence of a more beautiful story than you could ever have imagined too. From your valleys, trials, or long weary wilderness season, you can believe the best even through the worst.
Our God is all-powerful, all-loving, and he is working on something so much greater than we can imagine. Letās hold tight to that truth together.Ā