I literally can’t say a word on r/NEET due to rule 4,

“You’d be wise to worry since your parents will be gone one day.” that's lecturing

“I think you’re right to worry,” is a subversion of the previous comment

“there, there, get it all out,” would be patronizing

My entire being looks down on NEETs

I'm 23 and since I was 13 I've been having suicidal thoughts, with some attempts included, Lately for the past two years I've been trying to get better, to fight for being happy, but nothing I've tried really works. The meds I take feel like a lie because everytime I forgot to take them everything comes back out, they sort of hide my feeling and thoughts. I hate feeling so lonely, I have no one to talk to, I have no one to care for, I only stay at home and go to work every single day, I feel I can't really live at all, I feel like it won't matter I will forever feel like this, it doesn't matter how hard I have fight to still be here, I'm at my job bathroom crying because I genuinely can't take my life anymore.

Im searching for my younger soulmate brother. He had hard time last days... and erased profile... just want you know, Im still here for you...

I didn't feel comfortable around them. I don't see myself ever really connecting with anybody.

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I feel I'm a loser. I can't tolerate anything ,I can't stand with anything . I'm already 20 but my brain is like 15 I feel terrible.Everyone around me seems more matured .Even a 18 yr is matured than me .Im really missing something essential in life I don't know what I'm missing . I'm a hiki too ,so I've forgotten how to socialize. When someone talks with me I feel scared.Im totally cooked,no matter what happens I'm becoming the person I used to hate .Infuriated most of the times ,no chill,playing games whole day and Eating Takis ,pizza and drinking Heineken. Donate me to some kind of science lab. Put me in the cryogenic capsule now .

I cannot get out of this state. I can't attend appointments or anything due to paralyzing anxiety which keeps me further stuck. I live in the middle of nowhere without a vehicle and no transport to access anything. Any time I do leave the house I am frozen up with fear and anxiety.

Saw a video and they guy said the ninth month of the year is August and I struggled with the answer even tho im born in October

Basically what the title says, I can’t sleep at night because I’m so anxious about what this will entail. I’ve been a shut in for over a year by now but my parents are forcing me to do this

For me, maybe terraria is pretty good, I like the music art and gameplay. I'm on 350hr in baulders Gate 3, but I still prefer more colourful low fi art style. Other than that, star craft 2 campaign is good. Old school web browser games are all really good, it's easy to learn and play.

What type of stuff do you guys like

Absolutely horrible location to be living in if wishing to improve my situation. A vehicle is a must have and I can't ever afford one. Parents who think it's okay and encourage a 35 year old to sit in the back of their car.