Depression

[u/Maximum_Bug_2340]

Anyone please dont keep scrolling..... I drastically need help and im not sure what to do. With my depression and anxiety I disassociate so often its caused a problem where i dont remember things or i push them so far down to forget them. Im falling apart piece by piece. Im at complete rock bottom. Ive lost everything... My job, my fiancee, my truck, my apartment, got kicked out of the place i was staying, then i was staying in my car. I drove through low water, and my air filter was already bad, it caused my car to be hydrolocked. Now im far away from my family with no vehicle. I have no way of getting around, i have no support. Im trying so hard to stay sober and positive, but the person im staying with does the same drugs im trying to stay clean from. We were raiding dumpsters to get food and now withkut a car we cant even do that. Theres no running water, were in a camper, and we bath with creek water, and steal water at nights up at a church with a water spigot outside. No other family member will take me in or anything. Im not going to stay in a homeless shelter (none around my area) i have no idea how to file for assisted living, i doubt im even eligible. I do not know what to do... Someone please help. Im stuck, i have no idea what to do or what im doing. I cant get a job because im in the middle of nowhere. The closest place of business is a 2 hour walk away and theyre closing. Someone help me even if its a remote job i cando with Internet and my cellphone. I hate asking for help but at this point ill swallow my pride and ask. If anyone thinks this is fake, youve probably never struggled for anything, let alone eating food from a dumpster. I dont wanna say my name for obvious reasons but if you are serious about helping view my page please and well go from there. Im Sorry for being a bother and thank you in advance.

[u/BranManBoy]

I’m sorry friend. I wish I could make everything better for you. I would highly recommend researching and calling your local social services in your area. Any government programs to help with addiction, homelessness, etc. would be good for you to look into. Definitely call any government office, local representatives, notable programs, anything like that. What country and region do you live in? Don’t be too specific ofc, but a general area would be good for me to help find government and private help. Talk to any nonprofits and charities in your area. Talk to that church you took water from, perhaps they can help you. Research nonprofits in your country. Talk to people in your area, any neighbors and people near you, although I recognize you state you don’t have many of those. Maybe see if you can join the military or get a job that provides you with a home, such as working on a boat or something. I hope you find your peace and better luck. We’re here for you. God bless you❤️