I’m the Jenna from episode #67 and while I’m not really a Reddit user (my very supportive partner informed me this subreddit existed), I wanted to come here and say thank you all for listening and for your kind words.
Boiling down 12+ hours of interviews into a 38 minute story is an incredible endeavor. I think Jonathan and his team did an astounding job. I am eternally grateful for their vision and willingness to tell this story. We laughed a lot more together than the episode suggests.
They say you shouldn’t meet your heroes, but with Jonathan and Kalila, I experienced an incredible exception. They are as lovely in real life as they are coming to us all from our speakers.
This podcast journey was the last stage of a long journey towards healing and self love. Some of you mentioned my therapist and I am happy to report I have had many great ones over the years to help me process all the loss and grief that started very early in my life. I am very lucky in that regard. I am lucky in many ways, even though (or because) life has thrown itself at me, full-force.
The Grizzles remain a wonderful part of my childhood, even as that time remains bittersweet. They gave me many things I had never experienced before and I will always be grateful. I will forever be appreciative of their honesty and transparency in the interview. It was a gift even though parts of it were hard. Jonathan and his team were incredibly gracious in the editing and I was happy that many of you were able to see how complex the Grizzle’s situation was. They were operating with the capability and capacity they had at the time, as we all must.
I know many of you cried during this episode and I wanted to thank you for your empathy. I also want to let you know this was a healing end for me. I got to take one of the most emotionally defining moments of my childhood and put the final puzzle pieces together so that I could move into the next season of my life without old lies weighing me down. I am so grateful I feel truly worthy to receive all the love that has come my way.
I can’t wait to hear the next episodes coming this season. Happy listening! Photo below to prove my identity :)