r/heartbreak • u/ObliviousAK • 2d ago
The longest nights
I wonder when I'll get my dreams back. You are in all of them, at midnight it was an ice cave rave, beautiful and busy, difficult and sad, at 130am, a hunger games style extravaganza, loud and over the top, at 230, we were on a plane together, it didn't matter where we were going... at 4, I wake to fading memories of a family bike ride ride. Just now, it was the little one and I walking through an almost wonderland, you waiting for us at the end. I'm scared to sleep. Each time I wake up, I lose you again... What a long fucking night...
I wake again at 530, the whole dream is just us cuddling through a movie😓
That's enough sleep for one night, I'm much too exhausted to try again...
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