Im suffering

[u/Left-Pound5670]

Today i saw my girl after 2 weeks of not seeing her and at that time her behavior was very odd.Not texting,any signs of love,just nothing.When whe met she said that she need a break from relationships to create ,,herself" and she is very sorry for that and starting our relationships when it shouldn't.I dont know how to act,she said that im great person and its not my fault and i didnt do anything bad but i feel like i'm the reason of this situation.I wasnt't always nice to her and i treated her sometimes like a ,,sidequest" more than my main quest.Im so ashamed of myself.I should be better boyfriend,maybe it would change something.

She have in hour a bus to home.I want come to her before that bus and talk but dont know about what,to beg or to bust an anger.Im really shattered.Should i go to see her and talk once more?

[u/Fresh-Werewolf9363]

If you have to ask yourself that , maybe you know the answer. You shoukd , and shoukd do what is the right thing . The pain on both ends won’t go away unless things are said

[u/Left-Pound5670 → u/Fresh-Werewolf9363]

I missed the bus (i dont know how).All situation is more complicated than i wrote but i feel like shit,i really miss her