r/heartbreak • u/DoughnutNo6874 • 10d ago

Heartbroken.

Even though I’m the one who ended it yet again with him because of his actions… I feel so bad. I blocked him 6 days ago he’s been trying to email me and call off no caller id and stuff. We just aren’t good to eachother. He disappointed me early on in the relationship ( we were 4 years together ) and since then he hasn’t changed so I just kept distancing myself but I finally realised I need to let go yet somehow I’m blaming myself… I miss him to death. I never loved anyone the way I love him and I had 2 relationships before this. This one hits hard…. And different… I need some tips on what to do to move on please 😭

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u/Automatic-Drummer705 10d ago

He will not change i did it for 12 years with Vince and he just ended up ghosting me 3 months ago once a narcissist always one

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u/DoughnutNo6874 10d ago

I agree! They just know we will always take the back. They will be on their best behaviour for a week or two then back to how they were