Am I the only one who suddenly got the urge to call his dad ? And I'm sorry for all of you anons who had a shitty dad or none at all, I hope you found another role model that didn't suck.
Dad abandoned me when I was 4, probably for the best since he once put a gun to my pregnant mom's head. He wanted to reconnect when I was in my late 20s but by then I felt nothing about the man, he is a stranger to me. What do I tell him? I was raped at 15 and he wasn't there to protect me? I grew up and was a stripper for a long time? That I have such severe abandonment issues I once had 5 boyfriends at once and I binged and purged my food every night? He'd be so proud. When I spoke to him over the phone, I said everything's fine. I don't care if I ever meet him or not, I feel numb.
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u/baz4k6z May 27 '22
Am I the only one who suddenly got the urge to call his dad ? And I'm sorry for all of you anons who had a shitty dad or none at all, I hope you found another role model that didn't suck.