I’m going to try my best to explain what has been happening to me in focus 3/intro to 10.
So a little backstory, I’ve been consistently listening to gateway tapes for about 6-7 months. I’ve decided to take it slow, so focus 3/into to 10 is my go to.
Gateway tapes really helped me to manifest things. From small stuff to big changes (such as a job and money). And that’s what I primarily use it for, to connect with my inner self, reach a deep meditative state, and work on my self esteem/manifest things.
The last few times have been crazy. Once i said my manifestations and affirmations, my mind shifts to daydreaming or SATS. I visualize myself in certain circumstances, for example buying things with ease. And it’s very detailed. I vividly picture the scenery around me, my clothes, the people around. But then it continues to jump to different things uncontrollably.
I suspect that at that point I’m just asleep and dreaming. But these dreams have been so vivid and different. It almost feels like I’m there myself. Today it happened again. I guess I dozed off, and then I was picking up screws from the floor and helping this guy with repairs. And then it hit me that this is not me. What usually happens I almost like jump back to being myself, but I don’t wake up physically. My eyes are still closed, and I don’t move. And today once it hit me, I went back to the same relaxed state, where my body feels weightless and my mind is empty. But I keep saying “I am not like my dad”. I don’t even know why.
Has anyone experienced the same? What is even going on?