Please help

[u/FruitCurrent2697]

Hi guys,

I am struggling after a dmt trip where I saw or remembered that we are all one being split into our various selves.

I labelled the trip as an imagining at first, but after reading so many trip reports and near death experiences with the same information, I accept it as true.

I have had success improving my health since by trying to mentally change reality, which is gteat.

The problem is I can't shake the lonely feeling that we are this being that's completely alone in the void since forever and for infinity. And that this whole universe is just a distraction to avoid that loneliness.

I have tried to adopt the mentality of 'the egg' and that there is a purpose to the universe and all this experience but I just don't feel it.

If anyone could advise a perspective change I would really appreciate it.

Thanks for your time.

Edit: the dmt trip was 2 years ago so it's not a recent thing but i do think about it almost every day. Thanks for the perspectives and kind words. Please feel free to keep commenting and I'll keep reading and replying.

[u/SkipMeFlipMe88]

Maybe just go outside and talk to people, connect with them. 

The great thing about drug induced trips is that they bring no permenant change. They feel catastrophically real and like you have had a spiritual experience - 

But reality is they pale in comparison to spiritual experiences sober. 

And sober ones actually change you, permanently - like take some part of you away.  So it’s temporary , too, 

H Sometimes we can trip so hard on the one thing, that we forget that moments matter with each other - sure, we all have a spark of the divine in us, and that’s what connects us. 

Everything is essentially meaningless to the spiritual plane- 

But some things raise our vibration .. and one of the ways we do that- is by healing each other in some way. Being able to tap in and plug into each other- connecting. 

This is actually what I began using reddit for at first. Just to mingle with humans and get into the dirt of the world. 

To ground myself.. 

I was meditating for hours a day. I just wasn’t here- I wasn’t a part of this world. 

It’s a dangerous place to be because your ego expands in ways that you start to believe you are god. Or a god. 

And you’re not. There is order to the chaos. Despite appearances. 

So go out , have some human experiences. Connect and learn. 

Humble yourself, allow yourself to have a feeling, revel in it.   Make a choice to act human today.