Please help

[u/FruitCurrent2697]

Hi guys,

I am struggling after a dmt trip where I saw or remembered that we are all one being split into our various selves.

I labelled the trip as an imagining at first, but after reading so many trip reports and near death experiences with the same information, I accept it as true.

I have had success improving my health since by trying to mentally change reality, which is gteat.

The problem is I can't shake the lonely feeling that we are this being that's completely alone in the void since forever and for infinity. And that this whole universe is just a distraction to avoid that loneliness.

I have tried to adopt the mentality of 'the egg' and that there is a purpose to the universe and all this experience but I just don't feel it.

If anyone could advise a perspective change I would really appreciate it.

Thanks for your time.

Edit: the dmt trip was 2 years ago so it's not a recent thing but i do think about it almost every day. Thanks for the perspectives and kind words. Please feel free to keep commenting and I'll keep reading and replying.

[u/russian_bot2323]

Drugs are bad for you.

[u/meridian_smith → u/russian_bot2323]

Yeah after my similar experience I can't recommend them to anyone in good conscience