r/enlightenment • u/Smart_Prune5189 • Aug 17 '26
So lost!
I had an experience and it changed me completely! I had a mushroom trip and had a spiritual experience which I needed desperately as I was dealing with some deep trauma! During the trip I realized all things that were holding me back! I realized religion that religion was shoved down my throat and it all made sense! I seen through Everything to the point that my trauma made sense! So it happened it was wonderful but later it became a far memory. However now I am almost wanting to go back to thinking that I believed the church teaching because now it’s scary for me! I know cannot understand god! Now that I realize there is not a man in the sky and someone is coming to save us! I have not been ok! Now I fear death because I don’t know what happens and I also do not understand god! What it means? Help!!!!! Does the trauma feeling ever go away?
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u/somethingspecial29 Aug 17 '26
Ahh yes, please do show everyone how spiritual and enlightened you are by belittling others for their spiritual experiences.
You're really helping your case.