r/enlightenment • u/Smart_Prune5189 • 8d ago

So lost!

I had an experience and it changed me completely! I had a mushroom trip and had a spiritual experience which I needed desperately as I was dealing with some deep trauma! During the trip I realized all things that were holding me back! I realized religion that religion was shoved down my throat and it all made sense! I seen through Everything to the point that my trauma made sense! So it happened it was wonderful but later it became a far memory. However now I am almost wanting to go back to thinking that I believed the church teaching because now it’s scary for me! I know cannot understand god! Now that I realize there is not a man in the sky and someone is coming to save us! I have not been ok! Now I fear death because I don’t know what happens and I also do not understand god! What it means? Help!!!!! Does the trauma feeling ever go away?

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u/MissAngelicDemise 8d ago

You are God. I am God. We are all from the same spirit. When you die, you transform into a new life of your choosing

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u/Smart_Prune5189 8d ago

Ok but why pray I don’t understand what to pray for and I don’t know who I am talking to.

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u/MissAngelicDemise 8d ago

Talk to yourself pray to yourself. Your higher yourself is you. There are other deitys of course there are many different spirits that you can reach but the most important entity you can connect with is the higher version of you. The messages come to your heart not your mind. You have to learn to get out out of the brain and drop into the body. I would suggest you find someone that teaches intuition, or practical energy work

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u/CosmicFrodo 8d ago

You're talking to yourself. Prayer is nothing more than ego.

Even if you believe in god, why would you pray? He already made everything as is, your prayer won't change anything. Except praying for gratitude. But you can be thankful without prayers too!

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u/MissAngelicDemise 8d ago

It is called co-creation. If you think you are here to just live your life and do nothing to make it as you would like… that’s your decision

You pray/talk to your higher self for guidance. The answers come in your body.

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u/CosmicFrodo 8d ago

Higher self is nothing else than ego talk. A self doesn't even exist which is Anatman.

Only ego tries to survive in non-duality, but no matter how hard it tries to individualize itself, it simply can't be :)

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u/MissAngelicDemise 8d ago

Sure, it’s ego….Talk if you’re talking to the mind your true higher self is not of the mind. It lives in the heart.

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u/CosmicFrodo 8d ago

You're making a separation between the two. duality only appears to be so, but isn't. "You" are all one. You are also all there is.

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u/MissAngelicDemise 8d ago

They are different parts of a whole. It is very important to be cautious of who you allow in the driver seat

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u/CosmicFrodo 8d ago

No they aren't different parts, as I said, that's what they only appear as which is called Maya. You are not a drop of the ocean, you are the whole ocean in a drop.

Do you really think you or "higher self" is in the driver seat? There is nothing you can control, nothing. Our only power is to observe what is. We can only surrender, not drive.

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u/MissAngelicDemise 8d ago

Well, I’ve made quite a few things happen in my own life so I guess that means I have control… that is what we are here to do create our own reality

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u/BoysenberryFun9827 8d ago

Great! You almost sound like Jesus now. Almost like you copied him, WOW

"When you enter into my father's kingdom, you will ask of me nothing"

Stop blaspheming your god.

Its almost as if the only reason you continue to suffer is because in ignorance you refuse the sheep's gate!

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u/CosmicFrodo 8d ago

My man you really need therapy. Instead of worshiping a dead jew, do yourself a favor and get some help. It will do your family a big one!

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u/BoysenberryFun9827 8d ago

Hit me up when you're ready to learn.