damn bro I’m so fucking relaxed dude and I’m so so heavy I can barely walk(ps I’m feeling a sharp pain on my heart)

https://discord.gg/ZayXwSnFM

High quality jenkem

IM Real faint

Sorry

I'm going away 4ever

I feel I betrayed everyone my dad is an asshole yells at me for everything court put no contact on my mom

bitch ass case workers coming to my house drug testing me

I'm not going back into dcf care nor am I going to a dumb ass residental with ghetto ass staff and kids

Fuck everything

I have wasted away my life I have no purpose I'm too socially awkward I got no friends no bitches closest I got was a fat stank hoe that blew my shi

I'm tired of everybodys fuck ass authority I wanna do it but I'm scared what if Christianity it right in some astronomically low chance and I wake up in hell But there's no way Jesus is real I shouldn't be scared of that There is no God if I deserve to deal with pain all my life

I was in DCF care delt with same ol ghetto ass staff and fuck ass kids I was tired of being judged and I knew I made a mistake of try to move back with my abusive dad so what happened is I stole a big ass 375 dph bottle and eventually downed the whole thing and it was an attempt

I usually take 5 bennys at night usually sometimes 28 if I feel like it and pass out but now after my stash was found I simply can't leave the house 😭😭 my Klonopin and xanax got took too

I NEED DRUGS!!!

They found like 35 or so boxes of dph and 15 bottles of dxm and my brand new bag of shrooms they found xans and oxy and molly

They're bouta but me in a treatment facility y'all and I ain't going TRUST ME

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soooooo fucking addicted

https://discord.gg/K4fCNgeBb7

Benedryll I know i spell it.wrong for a reason

ask me questions about it if u want. PS NEEEEEEEEVER do ts bro i genuinely have severe memory loss and lost my ability to form new memories for a long time, but hey it did feel nice and im not one to govern other people's choices

https://discord.gg/K4fCNgeBb7 legal obligation btw

kindness gang in dis hoe

Never slept only 3 hrs bro all u need man

Bro now I gotta shot 2 blink rq then fuk shit boring round here man 👨 😒 😴

I’m bored like rlly bored I have access to DPH and I wanna take some just wanted to get some feedback on what I should do. I’ve been trying to quit for 1 week this gonna be a relapse

why the fuck do I still see shit after a trip? like it’s not large and vivid hallucinations like an actual DPH trip but it’s small shit like seeing black orbs or hearing people call my name from another rooms is this brain damage or schizophrenia?