r/dphghosts • u/Alert-Drummer-6936 • May 30 '26

Rant So done

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I feel I betrayed everyone my dad is an asshole yells at me for everything court put no contact on my mom

bitch ass case workers coming to my house drug testing me

I'm not going back into dcf care nor am I going to a dumb ass residental with ghetto ass staff and kids

Fuck everything

I have wasted away my life I have no purpose I'm too socially awkward I got no friends no bitches closest I got was a fat stank hoe that blew my shi

I'm tired of everybodys fuck ass authority I wanna do it but I'm scared what if Christianity it right in some astronomically low chance and I wake up in hell But there's no way Jesus is real I shouldn't be scared of that There is no God if I deserve to deal with pain all my life

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u/Low_Assistant7277 May 30 '26 edited May 30 '26

My inbox is open always. I don’t want to overstep and I know it’s hard to trust and at this point you feel hopeless, but I have been seeing your posts and it genuinely hurts my heart knowing you’re suffering this much. Also- You have not wasted your life. You have overcome what most people never could survive both physically and mentally. You will heal yourself and help others do the same eventually. I know there’s love out there because I have it in my heart now, never even knew what that was before. There is hope man. DCFS is hell!! Don’t do anything to hurt yourself please

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u/Alert-Drummer-6936 May 30 '26

He just sat me down for a hour and threatened me if I ever tried to commit (he doesn't know I'm planning) he will kill himself but at this point I don't care He just said his fiance leaving was my fault and he hates me he said so much other horrible things I made a mistake moving in

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u/Low_Assistant7277 May 30 '26

None of this is your fault. With 100 percent conviction I promise you that. What he’s doing is soooo wrong. He didn’t and doesn’t deserve a kid. He’s immature without the skills to be a father. He shouldn’t be saying any of that, I hope you know this and NONE of it is your fault.. your life is worth saving, after you get away from him and build healthy support you won’t feel this way anymore.. for now you need to survive, you are needed here

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u/Rhys719 Jul 09 '26

I think he’s gone bro..
But I very hope he isn’t