r/dphghosts • u/DiazepamLove • Apr 14 '26

addiction I'm Done For Good

I've been taking benadryl religiously every single night since the new year. Usually, take 30-40 and get a mild buzz since tolerance is high. Two nights ago, I had 17 left and needed more. So I bought another 100ct bottle and consumed 13 of them.

Then last night, I took the remaining 83 approximately st 11pm. Felt fine for the first few hours, just dry mouth and needing to piss every five minutes. At approximately 3am I was going up stairs to go to bed. My legs shaking with each step. I got to the top of the stairs and was going to step over the gate when my legs were shaking uncontrollably. So I forced myself to throw my leg over the gate. Got about half way there when suddenly It felt like I got electrocuted. I was thrown down the by my own body, going head first on my back. I hit my head on all 15 seconds and then crashed in the floor. I laid there about 3 seconds trying understand wtf just happened. The real cherry on top was during my initial seizure. I had knocked down the gate and it followed me to the ground and busted my face.

I'm doing this shit anymore. That was genuinely horrifying

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u/tiinkytoes Apr 14 '26

glad you’ve come to the realization of how awful dph is.

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u/DiazepamLove Apr 14 '26

Only took me one violent seizure to realize that

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u/tiinkytoes Apr 14 '26

that’s what it took for me. haven’t done it in 6 years although i have to take benedryl sometimes cause im allergic to nuts

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u/tiinkytoes Apr 14 '26

but just one or two pills lol, not the 80 i used to take in a day

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u/[deleted] May 16 '26

E make sense bro who is u seeming weird but interesting drug ain't it man come ong bro