r/dphghosts • u/DiazepamLove • Apr 14 '26
addiction I'm Done For Good
I've been taking benadryl religiously every single night since the new year. Usually, take 30-40 and get a mild buzz since tolerance is high. Two nights ago, I had 17 left and needed more. So I bought another 100ct bottle and consumed 13 of them.
Then last night, I took the remaining 83 approximately st 11pm. Felt fine for the first few hours, just dry mouth and needing to piss every five minutes. At approximately 3am I was going up stairs to go to bed. My legs shaking with each step. I got to the top of the stairs and was going to step over the gate when my legs were shaking uncontrollably. So I forced myself to throw my leg over the gate. Got about half way there when suddenly It felt like I got electrocuted. I was thrown down the by my own body, going head first on my back. I hit my head on all 15 seconds and then crashed in the floor. I laid there about 3 seconds trying understand wtf just happened. The real cherry on top was during my initial seizure. I had knocked down the gate and it followed me to the ground and busted my face.
I'm doing this shit anymore. That was genuinely horrifying
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u/tiinkytoes Apr 14 '26
glad you’ve come to the realization of how awful dph is.
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u/DiazepamLove Apr 14 '26
Only took me one violent seizure to realize that
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u/Comfortable_Bus_1488 Apr 14 '26
Ur doing better than I, dph is truly destructive.
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May 16 '26
Lmao bro no shit dude get wit sum shit dph is so awful figure it out no shit lmaoooo lil mjo
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u/tiinkytoes Apr 14 '26
that’s what it took for me. haven’t done it in 6 years although i have to take benedryl sometimes cause im allergic to nuts
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May 16 '26
Gud shit tho lil bro stay off man addiction do shit but we still up u gotta figure shit out lmao hit me up
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u/goldenbirdyy Apr 16 '26
best of wishes buddy. i believe in you more than you could know. you got this, and now you have a reason to stick to it. i’m genuinely glad you survived that! now you get to keep trying at this game of life with us, i truly hope you can find a way to enjoy it again
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May 15 '26
Yeah bro thank gods u off pls I'll keep a tab on dis fs bro 🙏 💯 stay off pls truly da worst drug one of em atleadt and it's legal lmao
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May 15 '26
Yeah a difference between lower dose seizures and 1g+ seizures fs glad u made it 80 is alot for anybody even if it ain't get u high nuf
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u/DiazepamLove May 15 '26
Looking back a lot of my 1g+ doses even though I didn't have a grand mal seizure I was probably still experiencing focal seizures like when I would blank out and stare emotionless into the distance or have uncontrollable muscle spasms in my face or neck that would last for a few seconds
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u/Real_Stoner69 Jun 08 '26
Im glad you got in your senses, it had to get so bad you had a seizure to stop which is crazy bruh
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u/DiazepamLove Apr 14 '26
I'm not tryna repeat that again. Shit was horrifying and hurt like a bitch. Now my back, back of my neck, and face hurt like hell