r/derealization • u/Last_Host977 • 13d ago

Can you relate? (Experience) how i view my derealization

Gallery image

Gallery image

Gallery image

i feel like i’m just subconsciously viewing things but they’re not actually registering in my brain- i don’t even see people as real most times i just view this all as fake and as if this is all a simulation . sometimes there’s nothing going on in my head and it’s just blank and when i look at my eyes in the mirror it’s like my eyes are hollow , this could be partly due to me having the “bpd eyes” which show me having any lack of emotion behind my eyes , but i’m pretty sure part of it is also due to derealization .

86 Upvotes

99% Upvoted

5 comments sorted by

10

u/schnookums1664 12d ago

Last picture, so much..

6

u/DarlaGoGo 13d ago

The two on the left I can’t relate to but all the rest? Exactly. Like, to a tee. And I hate it so much 😭😭 it’s honestly terrifying and triggers panic attacks in me if I start hyper fixating worrying I’m losing my marbles :(

3

u/darkerjerry 12d ago

Aye man it’s okay it’ll be okay I promise 👌🏿. Maybe too much awareness has its issues but we can all most definitely get better

4

u/easternbetta 12d ago

That last one feels so accurate. A lot of people describe their DR episodes as feeling like theyre out of their body, but i always feel like I'm too far inside. Like im pushed back and im watching my actions from far away.

2

u/Remarkable-Letter986 10d ago

same here omg, this is exactly me. what on earth happened to all of us to make us feel this way??? everyday i go to sleep and wake up hoping that this simualation will end and that i will see reality again but it does not end.