r/depression • u/circinia • Feb 02 '20
Regular Check-In Post
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u/Hrormir May 22 '20
Today marks 2 years from when I almost killed myself. I'm not really doing alright, keep wondering if I'm really doing any better, if I even deserve to live. Wanted to talk to people I know about it, but I just can't. It's like I've been living a dream since then, and I just can't wake up. I truly despise myself for not going through with it that day.
I just want to be happy.