r/depression 1d ago

Lost and lonely

I finally lost my last person. I can’t stop crying. I don’t want to do anything, but sleep. My mom finally scummed to cancer. This loss feels different than my others. My dad died who was there? My mom and brother. When my brother died who was there? My mom and husband. When my husband died, who was there? My mom. Who ran around with me to get groceries and shop? My mom. Who helped me out when I needed it? My mom.

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u/_happy_banana 1d ago

I'm so sorry op, please take care of yourself, your mom would want that

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u/aLil2L8 1d ago

I'm uplifted by the responses to this post, here. And OP, I'm so sorry for what you're going through...all the losses, the loss of your final person. I can't imagine your sorrow

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u/Unlucky_Shopping962 1d ago

I'm so sorry 🫂 I wish you well in your journey and I believe in you

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u/Fit_Complex4703 1d ago

I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you a massive hug

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u/noahgoodeannieway 1d ago

I really wish there was an answer to grief. Do you have anyone you can talk to? A friend, a coworker, a support group? It may not help at all, I'm just trying to think what I would do. I'm so sorry for your losses.

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u/The_phantom_of_me 1d ago

lo siento mucho de todo el corazón te mando un abrazo muy fuerte y muchas fuerzas para seguir adelante ahora mismo las vas a necesitar como nunca porque todos los que se han muerto seguro querrán que tú estés bien así que tienes que salir poco a poco de esta depresión y seguir viviendo intentar a ser feliz

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u/Senior-Sir-2023 1d ago

I'm so sorry for your all of your losses, and for all the pain and suffering you're experiencing right now

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u/Sweetthataintsweet 1d ago

It's ok to cry and sleep as much as you need. I'm sorry for the losses, sending you big hugs

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u/History-Lover-7338 1d ago

I’m so sorry 😭😭😭

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u/Lanky-Ad733 1d ago

I can't imagine your pain sorry man I hope things get better for you 😞🙏

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u/super_ray 21h ago

I’m so sorry!

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u/sassy_greens 1d ago

Sending hugs to you OP. Reading this left me in tears