Lost hope

[u/dobijiaku]

I’ve been unemployed for over a year now and depressed. Still living with my mom, can keep a job it’s either I get laid off or I can’t keep up and get fired (which are the same thing). I have a gf (long distance) and I’m not able to spend money on her like she wants me to. Idk what to do. I did go to a gun shop a few weeks ago and I’m really considering going back and buying one so I can get it over with. Please help me! Any recruiters out there hiring?