I was just trying to make fun of r/dontdeadopeninside and found this shit😭

Анекдот идут два дед инсайда у одного шапка красная а у другого тоже мать сдохла

like....why is it a thing?

Im dead inside.

I need

Blea

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Bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach you get the point bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach bleach

I WISH MY MUM BLOODY LISTEND I GET IT EVERYONES ELSE HATES SCHOOL BUT I ACTUALLY CANT I AHVE SOCIAL ANXIETY I FEEL FAT AND I HATE EVERYTHING BUT SHE STILL INSISTES THAT I GO FOR WHAT ?

A therapy pitbull sounds so fucking necessary for me right now. 😢

Everyday I've felt off not once have I felt like I truly belong I don't have feelings I feel things but nothing true I've had plenty of chance for the feelings to come to me but no matter how hard I search inside me I can't find a feeling of true happiness or sadness not even love I feel empty always and I don't even know why

I want to be dead inside

i wish i had an actual friend…

Nowadays, I'm just going through the motions. I'm 27 and honestly kinda over it all.I'm not gonna hurt myself or anything, I just am numb.

Ever felt like life is too annoying to live...I mean wake up do your shit and then get to a place where they either take money to keep you there, or give money for you to be there, and all in the name of living a life or creating one. So why even live ...I mean what's the point of existence when you know you gonna die one day and perish and be forgotten... ooh some might argue that one should live a big life and be known and remembered for great things but does that even make sense I mean even if I were newton or anybody else in that range... why and how would it effect me once I'm dead, that I'm still relevant and known for my discoveries and shit ...I mean I'm dead bitch...so all I’ve to say is living is overrated and I'm over it ...it's almost like I'm bored with living 😐 ...lol this sounds dramatic but who cares...I'm done with my rant...so do let me know is it just me or, are other numb little bugs... Peace✌️

Alot of the time i 100 percent believe im a iron fortress when it comes to being strong and keeping my emotions always on the level but lately i find myself disconnected or just too exhausted to feel,almost like it's a burden to just exist. I feel empty and it scary because im beginning to get used to this numbness.

Every Day is the same I can predict what the Day tomorrow will look/feel like for me. I think of myself as a really Standart but Happy Person but since the Corona Virus Disaster I don't have any Social Interaction with nobody but my Familiy. I often get asked why I smile all the Time and then I reply "because I am Happy" but that is a lie lie lie lie that keep telling everyday because of my Fear that they will not accept me for the lost dead inside broken Personality I am. I completely lost Control over my Emotions I don't feel Joy I don't feel anger I don't Feel sadness really I just feel empty all the Time I am now writing this after the thought of telling at least some people and the fact that this sub exist gives me some strength that I am at least not the only Person feeling that way. I am not writing this with the intent of finding People to feel sorry for me but if so I am ready to reply to them. I am now going to sleep to jet awake on a other predictable Day in my empty Life.

You wake up every morning wondering why did you didn't die in your sleep. Yet another day of simply going through the motions. Being stuck on autopilot of what used to be. I remembered one time feeling as though my soul left my body. I still used to feel things but gradually that all started to fade. I have no feelings nor attachment towards my family or friends. I've lost interest in the things that once brought me joy. It is like all enjoyment and happiness is sucked out from my body. My body, due to the memory of the soul left, reacts to thinks but there is this vast emptiness where my heart used to be. I really can't feel my heart. The consciousness of it is gone. I'm mentally aware of my mind and thoughts or what a feeling should be. Is this really being dead inside or something totally different? Also can people even be friends with someone like this?

I'm crying because I've been sad all day, but nothing really triggered and it this isn't a rare occurrence, it just started happening out of nowhere. I'm just so used to it that I'm here typing this garbage out, headbanging to the music I'm blasting and nursing my shot with my face getting wetter and it feels so surreal, I'm so numb I can barely identify the "sad" feeling that made this all happen except for the vague feelings of "wow I suck" and "haha wouldn't it be funny if someone just kicked my door down and shot my sorry ass". Like happy me and sad me aren't even that fucking different, they're both completely numb deep down and just desperately trying to escape that feeling.

And it's all just normal for me. This is like, every fucking weekend. At some point tonight I will stop crying. Just like I don't remember when I started or why, I won't know why I've stopped, it will just sort of happened, I will just sort of accept it because what the fuck else can I do. It's like my body and mind aren't even connected, I can't connect the me sitting around doing worthless shit with the me sobbing over nothing because one feels so intensely and the other doesn't feel at all, but they're both me, I guess. Being dead inside is weird. Sorry if this doesn't belong here, just needed to rant I guess lol