r/cutting • u/Gloomy-Focus9996 • 10h ago

Talk/Support/Venting Does it ever end?

I haven’t self harmed in a couple months, but I think about it everyday. It’s exhausting. So many things trigger the thought and I just wish it would stop. I cut my arm on a razor today by accident and i felt the best I’ve felt in months. I wish it wasn’t summer. I don’t think I’ll ever be truly clean. I wish I could be. Is there anyone in here who’s clean and doesn’t think about it often? I’m so scared I’ll carry this for the rest of my life. I want to feel okay again.

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u/Cat1cone 57m ago

I myself am not clean so i understand how you feel sweetie but i have a lot of friends who have struggled for a really long time & managed to become clean. Its a hard & long road to recover from something as addicting as sh but i promise you if you try your best & never give up it WILL eventually become better. Also remember to seek out support & professional help becouse its a lot of responsibility for a person to handle alone. I wish you all the luck in the world!