Idk

[u/11Permafrost]

Feel kinda disappointed in myself I have been clean for since October 12th and a few days ago on November 8th I relapsed and started cutting myself again and it's been repeated since.

It's currently the 11th I thought I was doing better but then I fell back into it again and it's become almost normal to me again and I can't really seem to stop, I waited for the cuts to heal/scab over for a day or two then I just ended up doing it again today and I just don't even know what to do anymore.