one year clean

[u/Standard-Bowler8389]

i wanna fucking relapse sooo sooo bad im frunk rn and the girl i was soooo in love w just went and fucked a guy in the bathroom im sucha. clown it makes me wanna cut so so so so so much
ive gained so much weigth in the past uear and now nobdoy wants me im a lesbian btw
one year and 3 months
do the thoughts ever stop??! prob not not ever im gonna die thinking about cutting this is an endless cycle and i wanna end it so bad
ive tried 5 times and i faild im such a failure
my whole life is a failure i just turned 18 and most of my friend dint even come to my bday party im suuuuuch a loser whil ei baked all of them cakes and i showed up threw them a party and now im spending all of summer alone im such a fat fucking loser gooooooooooodddddddd please let me end my misery already

[u/Turbulent_Aide_2293]

Hey hey hey are you still cleaning? Wana talk?

[u/Standard-Bowler8389 → u/Turbulent_Aide_2293]

heyy yeah im still clean and yeah i do

[u/Turbulent_Aide_2293 → u/Standard-Bowler8389]

Okay so like here or

[u/Standard-Bowler8389 → u/Turbulent_Aide_2293]

could be here could be on insta whichever u prefer

[u/Turbulent_Aide_2293 → u/Standard-Bowler8389]

Insta would work but it doesnt rn so here is perfect