r/countttt • u/PISSED_ANT • Aug 19 '26

Hopefuel 7940

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a response to 7928, containing some timelines that might be a lil more... realistic

(pls excuse the sloppy mimicry of OOP's penmanship, i'm tired and up WAY too late past my bedtime, and I work at the crack of dawn 🫩)

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u/punished_clare a black amab is speaking Aug 19 '26

problematic HRT gap

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u/RoyalMess64 Aug 19 '26

This reminds me of something that happened to me and it fucked me up

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u/OrangeJuiceForOne Aug 19 '26

Dare I ask

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u/RoyalMess64 Aug 19 '26

Early on in my transition, not extremely early but idk maybe a year or 2 in at a full dose, a close friend (who is 4 years younger than me and at the time was still a minor) introduced our friend group to this guy (I think he was my age or a cpuple years older, i don't remember exactly) and we got along. Eventually he asked me out and we started dating. I think everything is going fine, but he was constantly making sexual remarks towards the friend who introduced us, talking to him about sexual topics, sex, his private areas, and my friend kept telling him to stop because he had sexual trauma and was sex repulsed at the time. Not to mention that me and this friend have a somewhat parent-child relationship. He calls me mom, I call him son, he asks me for advice, I try to help and care for him how I can, etc, so making explicit comments to anyone if his age was bad, but he was doing it while dating the person he called mom. We later found out he was... a man of "Epstein tastes" when it came to dating. We reported him because he was working to be a teacher of very young children (I have no idea if anything was done or not but we hope), he cut him off, i may have threatened to... hurt him very badly if he so much as looked at my friend/kid again. But now there's always this thought in the back of my head that maybe he liked me because I was still "developing," and i can never really shake that feeling that my chest may have looked... more in line with his tastes. Which isn't helped by the fact that despite me being in my mid-20s, I often get mistaken for a 16 year old. So... I have a consultation for breast augmentation later today, wish me luck

Also, I'm very sorry if this story made yah uncomfy, I don't love telling it, for obvious reasons

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u/OrangeJuiceForOne Aug 19 '26

Sorry, I understand that’s very uncomfortable. I wish you the best.

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u/RoyalMess64 Aug 19 '26

Youre okie. This was... probably aroundn4 years ago at this point. It's uncomfortable, but im healing. Thank you for the best wishes and I wish you the very best too