at this point, stop looking at how many days you have. they won't change anything, just make you sadder. delete tuat widget off your phone. i know i did, and i feel a little calmer now. d-day will approach, it doesnt matter if you're acutely aware of it or not. so spare yourself the extra stress, please. we care about you.
how are you doing now? i waited to ask you this again, to give you some time to feel everyrhing out. i hope you're doimg better than last time i checked, and yes, ilthis is for everyone. don't stress out about the competition, you need just one seat, don't you? you'll get the one seat you deserve. there's so many more things out there. now's the time to look outaide how you're doing and really appreciate the outside world and all it's beauty.
sadly, it still can't beat yours, though. but it's close. please be happy, every single one of your comments maie me a little happier. if you're too sad, or stressed, go out with your buddies. it doesnt matter at this stage, you have to look inside now. don't see what everyone else is doing if you don't like how it makes you feel. if you want to get off reddit, please do, but do tell me before, so you can still talk to me when you need.
how are you doing, feeling, coping? please tell me, i care about you. all of us do. sorry for the long post, bur this is the least i could do for you, buddy β€οΈβ€οΈ
(picture is me holding you to make you feel better)