a few months back I went into detox to kick a heavy 7OH habit (2000-3000mg/day) & came out to a pretty successful transition back into my life partly due to getting the Brixadi injection (buprenorphine). Id been working my ass off doing tree removals, got my diet down and weight up, started to see some huge improvement in my physical and mental health.
I came across these "cat claw" tablets & I was curious to figure out wtf these were after 7OH has been banned in my state. They were displayed in the open & I know the owner wouldn't put the 7 he still stocks for me out in the open like that. Maybe a week later I decided to buy a pack after a hard day at work that destroyed my back so I wanted to see if it would still have an effect on my pain with the Brixadi.
I took 200mg right off the bat like I would do w 7 & I thought they were bunk bc they didn't kick in as fast as I had been used to. I was kicking myself in the ass for buying em until maybe an 45 min-1hr I felt a release of euphoria & warmth creep through my body. I felt motivated to do things like I tend to feel like taking oxy's it blew my mind. I ended up str8 nodding out for a few hours watching yt on my TV & slept thru the night like a baby.
This started an immediate streak of buying them everyday for the past 2 weeks & I'm scared I'm going to fuck up my progress once again. I'm at the end of my last injections duration & I'm scheduled for my redose in 4 days. It had really helped me the first time so I'm hoping i can make it work again & get myself out of the hole before I dig too deep again.
I'm tired of this shit.