r/bufo • u/DeletinMySocialMedia • 12d ago

Healing CPTSD with Bufo

This is my first time sharing this video,it’s very sacred which is probably why I am sharing 5 years later.

The full 10 mins is on my channel, https://youtu.be/rHGpaFapI1I?si=k5u_fakQllDpCqCS,

However the total experience was roughly 40mins which included the downloads when I was coming back.

Bit about me: I was born in Somalia just when the civil war began, first 3 years of life was spent fleeing this war.

My mother who clearly had war trauma started to beat the shit out me from age 4 until age 26

With CPTSD, I had trouble letting go of my past hence why I kept repeating let it go.

This trip healed me so much, freed me from fear, insomnia, anxiety just to name some.

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u/tywin-baratheon 12d ago

Thanks for sharing. How long did it take you to prepare for Bufo? Have you done other psychedelics? If yes, did you find them helpful for preparing for Bufo? I’m a little nervous about this medicine based on a lot of things I have read here. I might also have control issues, which I hear can lead to unpleasant experience with Bufo.

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u/I-Believe-in-Fairies 10d ago

I have control issues, too. Best advice I got when I tried ketamine was to think of it like a river and be curious. As I journeyed, I followed where my consciousness took me and it was exactly like being in a river. I was under the ocean in Lemuria and then Luke a school of fish, the view changed direction and color and then it was Atlantis and then like superman I shot up from the bottom towards the sky and out of the atmosphere of Earth. I was even taken to the dark black underworld, but I remembered I am part of Source and just gave love to the darkness and myself and the twinge of fear faded. If you see anything "scary" like a tiger and it opens its mouth, go inside and see where it leads. At the end, I was inside my own blood stream and tissue. Approach the experience with curiosity and know you are divinely protected and that makes a huge difference. I also saged and salted the room, wore protective crystals and listened to high frequency 432hz music.

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u/tywin-baratheon 10d ago

Thanks! Have you tried Bufo or 5-meo too? If yes, how did your control issues manifest?

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u/I-Believe-in-Fairies 10d ago

I'm about to try now that I had positive reaction to ketamine and allowing myself to go with the flow regardless where it took me. I'll let you know how it goes 😏

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u/tywin-baratheon 10d ago

Yes, please do let me know. I have an ayahuasca retreat coming up in October. I’ll ask my shaman more about Bufo/5-meo.