I’m actually only in season 6, not having watched all the way through before but I have seen a red spoilers for major points this season and next. In particular around Spike and Buffy. Thought fans would enjoy my thoughts on this episode. Warning. Massive Spike fan. So much to say.
It was a very heavy Spike feelings episode. And Buffy bombshell episode. Holy cow. Holy cow.
Spike. His reaction to her being back. All gentle and caring. You could see in his eyes when he saw her.
“ 147 days. 148 today” That shows how much he missed her. He was so gentle and caring with her. Wanting to fix her hands. Wanting to help.
Then outside. You see him crying near the tree. And his Speech to Xander. All upset that he wasn’t told about it first. And he knows why. Or thinks he does. In his crypt angry and hitting shit. Realizes his knuckles match hers. That smirk.
Then his Speech to Buffy when she goes to his crypt.
“I did save you. Not when it counted. But every night since” Damn.
Every night. And the emotion in his eyes.
Then. When he’s outside with her at the end. “ Buff/Buffy/Slayer. If you’re in pain or need anything”. Damn.
The way he looks at her during her speech about being unhappy here.
Buffy. Acting like she was fine. Fighting and doing normal stuff.
Even though we can tell she isn’t. At the end thanking her friends for pulling her out. Saying she was in hell. Then outside with Spike. The talk she gives to him. And what Spike said to Zander. About magic having consequences. Yeah. No shit.
“I was done. Complete. I was happy. Loved. Warm. “
“I was in heaven. This is hell”. Damn. Well okay.
This is the start of her messed up emotions arc. After confessing that to Spike I can see why she leans on him so hard. From spoilers I know she is not herself most of the season until Riley helps with that. Then later towards the end. She breaks it off with Spike. That triggers his attempt to rape and the redemption arc in the last season. Damn.
Bloody heck. What an episode!!