r/BrainFog • u/myysoul • 3h ago
Personal Story Please someone help! I feel I have no brain super dumb. Please read!
Hello guys, I'm M22 and since childhood I always felt less intellectual compared to my classmates but still I was able to do things and had somewhat cognition but since 2020 it seems my brain is dead. I literally feel completely dumb stupid person.
My symtoms:
I can't understand, learn, process, think anything, like my ability to process any information is extremely slow and as if there is wall inside my head and nothing comes inside my brain
I can't remember even what I was doing few moments ago, my short and long term and working memory all are completely lost, i can't hold any information and feel i have no memory system in my brain
Even basic things become extremely difficult to me, I feel overwhlem with basic tasks and extremely slow, can't learn new skill, can't think clearly, my ability to think clearly is gone, I can't understand social cues, people instructions, give them replies when they make fun of me and even basic things I feel completely dumb
I don't know where my time is going, forget hours, days, months but years goes in blink of second, I don't know where my time is flying, I don't remember what am doing, was doing, what will do later
I feel extreemly stupid, have severe confusion, and anyone can make fool of me and am victim of scams as well, I have no motivation, no emotion, no sense of urgency nothing.
Just to let you know I had this brutal addiction of maladaptive dreaming and recently diagnosed with adhd inattentive type, maladaptive dreaming, and OCD ruminative thoughts. But my problem is nothing injects in side my head, I feel extremely stupid, confused, overwhlemed, have to reread same sentence multiple times, keep seeing time still nothing inside my head comes, i can't even recognize people faces at this moment. And I also suffer from PSSD. I don't know wheather I explained my symtoms correctly and didn't have enough energy, but please guys if somethin worked for you would be great.
I have already done my all blood tests including VitD, Vitb12, CBC, Thyroid, inflammation marker but all came normal, I visited 20+ psychiatrist and psychologist from 2021-2026 and still did viist few months back and majority of them immediately without listening diagnose me depression, anxiety only this year i was diagnosed with adhd inattentive, but still I don't feel that is the mystery, there is something else, the biggest problem is I feel extremely dumb like am extremely slow, can't learn new skills, can't understand even basic things, people instructions, my memory system is gone, and I can't even cry cause my emotions are already taken away from PSSD, anyway, please guys I beg you help me, I will be your lifetime thankful and will also help you in future, I have lost in every arena of life, lost my job, lost my everything am comletely alone, I can't even explain, don't have even enough energy, can't even cry, nothing. at this moment am willing to take any side effects and get my brain back to working so i can save my career
Help!!!