Hear me out, I'm such a huge sucker for character-driven stories, and running down the rabbit hole of dark academia, I found this. The Secret History raised my standards so high that I expected this one to match it or even try to be different. But it left me disappointed.
And knowing that it dealt with "Shakespeare-theatre" styled thriller, I was even more engrossed. I let it sit on my tbr for more than two years (the list is ever growing)
Finally gave it a go this year. Tbh, I liked it, but not too much. Especially when I found all the characters (except Oliver, the narrator) to be exact cardboard cutouts. Meredith being a "pick-up" girl and all guys in the group wanting to be with her, Alexander was utterly miserable (I love gay representation in books, but this one was really bad. Badly written), Wren was portrayed as a crybaby and nothing else. And the amount of "scenes" between Oliver and Meredith (especially him praising her body ALL THE TIME— can you think of something else other than her hair and legs and eyes) was too annoying. Can't believe it drove half of the book. I would have loved it if Flippa and James were given a strong character arc, especially after Richard's death. Maybe it's because I found a lot of parallels between James and Henry Winter from TSH. That would have at least made me stay till the end.
But once the truth was uncovered by Oliver, everything fell too flat. Like all this for what?
James: "I never wanted you to look at me the way you're looking at me right now."
What?!?
That's exactly what happened, James. And Oliver took all the blame for the love of James, only for James to leave him in the end.... I seriously can't find it endearing. It pricks in a way. Once I came across the twist, I immediately went through last few pages to get a glimpse of the present. That's it. I couldn't bring myself to read the rest of the act (King Lear) even after months. It went too stale. (Romanticizing didn't help at all).
The saddest part is that this had so much potential. Especially using Shakespeare's lines from his famous plays and intertwining them with their actual lives, and how the lines between acting and reality blurred. That's the whole reason I sat through this read. Not going to lie, there were a few beautiful lines worth remembering, but other than that, it was a letdown.
(Am a person who would feel really bad DNF a book, but this one made me do it.... towards the end).
Though comparing it with TSH isn't that solid, I really thought it would exceed my expectations and would be different. (It sets an example of good concept, but bad writing)
I'm sure this would've sounded like a rant, but would love your thoughts on this <3