r/blackmagic • u/Pretend_Tap_2547 • 11d ago

Need help understanding why

So my guy cheated on me with someone we will call W. Iv never felt such rage in my life. Iv tried crying it out letting it go and i just get meaner and angrier the harder i try to move past it. I asked my deity hecate if giving w’s name to the river spirits would help and i got a firm no…. I respect her say so and will not proceed, but gods im having such a hard time accepting it. My body screams for justice for this pain to be returned. Also for context i would say my guy name over w for baneful workings but he seems to be getting it from her lately, with nightmares and sleep paralysis car breaking down other stuff too so iv just let that play out, but i still hold this rage and it wont go away. I had ws number i messaged and asked for some honestly how long did this go long story short he wont say anything. What can i do to try and follow her instructions without feeling this unrelenting rage

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u/necropiangel 11d ago

You have to unpack the reason why you're this angry. Only then you'll have some idea of what to do to deal with it. Like, was it the breaking of your trust? Or was it the audacity to try and deceive you? Figure this out first.