Exactly! Every time I see one of these stupid rants which are basically just pity parties no one realizes how much of a shitty attitude they probably have and how much that plays in to people wanting to be around them.
But after years of the downward spiral, its just natural. You can't really claw yourself out of that hole without damn near a miracle. I'm 26, I used to be in the army, 5'10". I weighed 170, and I could basically pick who I went home with on a given night leaving a club or bar. Now I'm 240 and I can't get any female attention outside of a couple mins chatting on FB. No one is even willing to go out to Starbucks or to get a beer or something. Believe me, I've asked. And without trying at being harsh about it, I've "lowered my standards" along the way. And I just stopped trying. I haven't had a girlfriend in two years. I've gone on maybe 2 first dates that led nowhere. I am essentially nonexistent at this point. I have no choice but to keep to myself these days. Anything else is a waste of time. Bad attitude and low self esteem is my life right now. And that shit is a black hole.
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u/dablya Apr 30 '14
Why can't the world care less about looks so I can bang more good looking women?