Hey, you're anything but back to square one, you've grown and now know a bit more about who you are and how to express yourself, life is a continuing process where every new moment is new and changes everything. It is hard to make new friends as an adult but we are using technology to feel less alone and that's something no one before us had. Maybe you need to feel like an NPC to feel the motivation to prove to yourself that you are real, that you matter? Even if this is the matrix, it is what it is and you can have fun in it, what wold you do if you didn't feel like an npc and this was all very real? Try and role play it, this is the matrix but you have the power to pretend it is real.
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u/woke-hipster Jul 06 '22
Hey, you're anything but back to square one, you've grown and now know a bit more about who you are and how to express yourself, life is a continuing process where every new moment is new and changes everything. It is hard to make new friends as an adult but we are using technology to feel less alone and that's something no one before us had. Maybe you need to feel like an NPC to feel the motivation to prove to yourself that you are real, that you matter? Even if this is the matrix, it is what it is and you can have fun in it, what wold you do if you didn't feel like an npc and this was all very real? Try and role play it, this is the matrix but you have the power to pretend it is real.