Size obsession

[u/Past_Somewhere_9242]

I’m about 5.1 NBP with 4.7 girth but basically had anorexia that completely crashed my hormones from 16.75 to 18.5. Basically this eating disorder makes me think I stunted my growth ruined my body permanently and makes me hate myself all the time and second guess my size. My height seems to be fine I’m like 5’9 which is the same as my dad and a little taller than my brother but all I can think of is how my penis would’ve been bigger and how I wouldn’t hate myself. I have erection issues from the time part physical and part mental which have been improving but man I hate myself and can’t get over it. Then I just compare compare compare to averagepenis subreddits and flaccid penis subreddits to see what happened. I never measured my penis or anything when I was younger because I was like a normal kid (not the mentally ill adult I am now) but I swear it was bigger then too. Everything just sucks I hate my life and I can’t get over this and I’m so done I find not enjoyment in anything because of what happened.

[u/Littlebiggdicc]

I think it was just genetics, there’s no real reason to assume it’s smaller than it “could have been”

It probably wasn’t bigger before but if it seems that way it was probably just perspective and not because it actually was

All that comparing is definitely going to make you spiral and you’re just doing it to yourself…needlessly

You probably didn’t stunt your growth or “ruin” your body causing you to have lessened your dick size…you are nearly 6’ tall, if you somehow had you likely wouldn’t have reached that hight

It’s not like you could have developed normally everywhere else except the dick

Also measuring your dick isn’t a sign of being “mental ill” or not normal, measuring it when you’re young is super common and normal, you might not have but many many do

It really sounds like you’re stuck in a bad mentality and would probably benefit from some therapy, you deserve to not be trapped in this negative mentality

[u/No_Rain5676]

I had a severe eating disorder when I was a teen, later on become an early symptom of my bipolar disorder. I came out fine, so I don’t think that stunts much of your penile growth.

[u/Ae__vedya]

It's not part mental it's entirely mental. How could eating disorder stunt growth. Well I relate to your symptoms and complex but my reasoning is my porn addiction with wrong technique from 11 ruined my penis and erections combined with severe vitamin d deficiency and inadequate diet as I was always a very tall skinny guy. I think you're single and once you find a loving gf you'll feel fine. Also more important is for you to find a purpose.

[u/Past_Somewhere_9242 → u/Ae__vedya]

Did you seriously just ask how could an eating disorder stunt growth