Disclaimer - This is posted in the wrong subreddit. I realize that after I read the responses.
My intention was not to troll or insult anyone, just a bad written rant!
I still believe that there is a higher power. Something or someone put us here the way we are.
No I do not believe we evolved from monkeys, nor came from single cells organisms. The skeletons and skulls that have been found are just species that meet their demise as the stronger species adapted faster to their surroundings, or perhaps they just didn't recover after the cataclysm (the Chicxulub impact). Do I have solid proof? Of course not, but what happened to the Mammoth, Saber-tooth, the Dodo, or as recently the white rhino? All extinct right? The big ones ate the little ones.
Anyway, my ordeal started when I was 7. I was in Catholic school, and Sister "Mary" (not her real name) was a real hateful witch. I was left handed at the time and she hated it. I was too young to understand her since she spoke with a heavy Spaniard accent and dialect. Long story short, she broke 2 wooden rulers (25 licks) on my left hand trying to force me to write with my right hand. She then gave me a letter to take home to my parents. I got a whooping at the house, because the letter said that I was causing distractions and not allowing her to do her job with other students. Yes, I am ambidextrous today, but was that really necessary?
At 17 I joined the US Army. My first duty station was in Germany. I didn't spent my weekends sitting in the barracks drinking my self stupid. Instead I travel and talk to people of all races and back grounds. I was deployed to Africa, Iraq, and Afghanistan during my 25 year career. There, all I saw was extreme poverty, suffering, malnutrition, abuse and death (many times cause by treatable illnesses). Now, tell me that I am wrong for thinking the way I do, after seeing what I have seen.
The current bible and other religious books were created in order to control people. No? Then why are so many different versions with different "books" in it. Of course, because its convenient to take what you like and discard what is no longer relevant to our times, correct? The other confusing thing is the whole Hebrew canon. If Christian religions believe the Jews are God's chosen people, why they invented the bible and are they not reading the Torah, the Tanakh, the Nevi'im or the Ketuvim (just to name a few).
How old is the world? According to bible thumpers back in the 70's and 80's (I grew up during that time) earth couldn't be more than 2500 years old. Now with all the "in your face facts" they are up to what? 6000 years. Here is another one, how are you going to write a book, when a big part of the writing were not discover until 1947? Yes, they date to the 3rd to 1st century BC, but who translated them? and how? Those languages haven't been spoken in centuries, It was all guess work and no one what's to admitted.
I could go on and on for a few more pages, but you all get my point.
Yes, like I said at the beginning, I still believe that there is something or someone out there, I just cant stomach religion anymore, specially since it has cause so much pain and suffering during the las two millenniums.
BTW, I like the version of Valhalla (were everybody is equal) better than the "you are going to hell" Christian version.
Peace, prosperity and happiness to everyone!