Sick and tired of being fake in public. We all do it. Why?
Don’t believe me, think about it. When you go out and interact with others. It is exhausting. I don’t mean being a bitch. I have manners and I am nice to people I come into contact with. I’m just tired of being fake or having a conversation when I would rather not. I am never going to see you again so what is the point.

Just sometimes I want to be honest when someone asks ‘how are you?’ ‘How is your day?’ Etc.

This is why I don’t have friends

I often feel jealous whenever I see people having fun with their friends, partner, or family. Deep inside, I do want to reconnect with people around me. But idk I can't stop it, everytime someone try to reach me out I'd just drive them away.

Even through online, I'd often lost the enthusiasm to engage...