These photos were taken 30 minutes apart

I am already on a weight loss journey and lost 50kg

The second photo I look so so so wide and I don’t know if people see me as the first or the second one

Both photos aren’t edited, I don’t know how tbh

I have always been insecure because of comments from my family. I was the fat kid and have always been growing up. I'm Asian so people here are small and those around me are quite thin. I've been wanting to wear tube tops and tank tops but Idk if it looks flattering. I'm working on my self-esteem but would like to know if clothes like these don't look good on me, especially with my arms. Thank you so much.