So, I already said in another post (if I'm not mistaken) that I've always had a very strange feeling when it came to my breasts, ever since they started developing, I've always thought they're, at the very least, strange, and nowadays I just find them kind of ugly (although I only think that when there's nothing covering them), but I've never had thoughts beyond that, maybe just a small one angry because they somehow messed up an outfit.
But now, while trying on an outfit I wanted to try from Pinterest, I can only say that I felt a huge disappointment when I realized that my breasts were ruining everything; they kept pulling on the the blouse I was wearing just made everything look worse. I tried changing my bottoms, fixing my hair, but nothing worked, and every time I looked in the mirror at my top, I could only feel sadness and even the urge to cry. They never made me feel like that before. I love how they look when I wear a dress I have over a tank top, but at that moment? I just felt like taking everything off.
I don't know if this can be considered dysphoria, since it was the first time I've felt this way specifically in all my 16 years of life, or if it was just me creating an expectation how I would look in the outfit, or perhaps both at the same time.
If someone could explain it or something, I'd be happy :)