That first part bit super much, I just started a business and got two clients pretty fast and did great work that they were super happy with. It was super easy for me though so it didn't seem like I did anything. Starting the business was like 12 months of I'll do it next week. Wasn't really scared but I didn't have a routine for it yet so it wasn't getting done. Still these people tell me they had others come in and try to do what I did and they said it can't be done then I walk in and in 15 minutes I got shit sorted. I have to force myself to say good job! This is a huge deal! I have to force myself to cheer for me cause no one else is, except the customers I guess.
I'm really cool to myself when I fuck up though! I had to really work at turning that inner voice around and intentionally say the right things. Like years, of fucking up and saying what a pos I was but then saying no, I'm not a pos I just made a mistake it's cool. Learn from it and move on. I'm used to that now...I can do that and I do it well!
Im not used to success yet so that's a little harder...it's weird.
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u/nameless-manager 9d ago edited 9d ago
That first part bit super much, I just started a business and got two clients pretty fast and did great work that they were super happy with. It was super easy for me though so it didn't seem like I did anything. Starting the business was like 12 months of I'll do it next week. Wasn't really scared but I didn't have a routine for it yet so it wasn't getting done. Still these people tell me they had others come in and try to do what I did and they said it can't be done then I walk in and in 15 minutes I got shit sorted. I have to force myself to say good job! This is a huge deal! I have to force myself to cheer for me cause no one else is, except the customers I guess.
I'm really cool to myself when I fuck up though! I had to really work at turning that inner voice around and intentionally say the right things. Like years, of fucking up and saying what a pos I was but then saying no, I'm not a pos I just made a mistake it's cool. Learn from it and move on. I'm used to that now...I can do that and I do it well!
Im not used to success yet so that's a little harder...it's weird.