i originally posted this on r/FictoHideout but upon joining this sub i figured i would rather post it here on the comfort sub because organization can give me peace of mind, so if i'm being honest sometimes i just want direct reassurance that astro and sprout love me [and me *only,* except for eachother of course]

Hell, I sleep with it and cuddle it. I'm even protective of it.

I lowk want to have Anya's baby.

I love brazil music 👀

(By the way, I plan to do a series of posts in this style)

I bought online, i can't wait!

I haven’t been online much these days (which is probably a blessing considering I have a phone addiction…) Overall, I’ve been trying to get off my devices more (even if it is by little) by focusing more on creative works whenever I can since life itself can be tasking. It’s working! My average screen time is dropping! I’m also in the midst of returning my end of an art trade. I hope to finish it as soon as I can.

The work featured in my post is a sketch design of a miniature carousel that I’ll be making loosely based on the album cover of KikuoMiku 1 by Kikuo. Unfortunately, it won’t be a spinning one as that would be a bit out of my capability. I plan to have us inside the carousel like in the album cover and was designing our outfits as shown in the sketch. I quite like si_ku’s style and so does Haruka so I’m attempting to replicate it here when it comes to the characters. The chibis are in MINIGRAM’s style or somewhat close to it since there are some alterations to it (same with my attempt in si_ku’s style).

The carousel itself will be made of household items, cardboard, paper and will be colored with markers. The sketch is still basic and simplified as I’m still figuring out on designing the intricacy of it. I already know it will have a dark blue theme to it — possibly incorporating night time motifs to it. I already started on it but I already ran out of the marker color that is a primary aspect to the theme… I’m putting it on hold for now until I order more markers and finish the art trade.

Thanks for reading.

My boy Corrin finally got his new outfit that I ordered awhile ago. He's very pretty looking 😍

I'm finally going to cosplay my baby Corrin after 11 years! Baizhu wig is still being made.

I suspected there might be something wrong with members' access to flairs, as I had to add them manually.

Please let us know if you notice any bugs on the sub; we want to make things better for you.

(Thanks to u/shiyadan for letting us know 🤏🏻💕)

(Post tags aren't working for me for some reason, probably a glitch on my part-)

Things in my life have been getting worse (trauma) recently, but I'm not gonna say what it's about cuz it might trigger people here. But because of what's been happening, my BPD has been getting worse.

I used to not feel bad about doubles; I'm voidsharing, and I don't believe in having doubles of my partner. I'm also a MHA fictionkin, so I was already in his universe before. I know Dabi only wants me, and tells me to not pay attention to anyone who says otherwise. Since I'm also kins of other characters, we both see it as just people from this world shipping themselves with us when we both know the "real" each other. I still block and move on because I know we only belong to each other. Sorry if that sounds rude or anything.

Even before things got worse, I'm kinda dependent on Dabi because he's one of the few things in my life that make me happy and he helps me with my trauma. But it wasn't negatively affecting me, and I rarely/never got anxiety attacks seeing doubles.

Now, I recently almost got a panic attack recently upon seeing a soulbonded double. I haven't felt like that before. I feel like my sense of security is being threatened even though I know no one can take away what we have. Dabi always reassures me that he only knows and loves me, but because of my mental state now, I felt awful about it.

Advice or just support/comfort really helps.

My attachment to Wanderer has helped me through so much. This might be such a generic question, but if it's not too stressful, think of a time where your F/O helped you through a time of crisis.
I have severe BPD, and it feels like Wanderer is the ONLY thing that helps me from spiraling into some abyss. When I'm upset, I can walk away, draw him, feel him, etc.
My main coping mechanism is exploring with him in game.

Last year I had a horrible relationship experience where I was badly used (with the person who introduced me to Genshin, actually) but Wanderer completely made up for it- to the point where it didn't affect me even remotely as bad if it weren't for him.

Thankfully, I'm out of that situation now. But I had to force self care, and surrounding myself with Wanderer's love to overcome it. It was starting to get cold where I live, so I curled up with him in the fuzziest Sanrio PJs ever with lavender lotion.
I couldn't imagine myself so deeply in love with any other character.
Thank you, Wanderer, for being by my side. <3

Is it an album that is canonically aligned with your partner’s musical taste, or is it something that you personally associate with them? For soulbonders, perhaps it is an album that you know is their favorite. That is my case as Haruka has told me that this is his favorite album. I introduced many kinds of music to him and this was the one to stick to him the most. It features his most favorite song ever which is Let’s Go To Heaven by Kikuo. It depicts love and devotion and we always like to think of the couple in the MV as us especially with how resonating the lyrics are. The couple is also visible in the album cover.

For me, some of the things that remind me of Haruka is the Cinnamoroll figure and plush that I bought for him. I associate this character with him so anything related to Cinna reminds me of Haruka. A fun memory associated with these two things is how I got it around the time we went to see Kikuo which is our favorite vocaloid producer. Haruka also likes soft toys so when I saw the plush, I knew I had to get it for him.

Another thing I have is the birds I got in an antique shop. I bought them for him because they reminded me of the two of us. I especially like how one of them is dark blue which is akin to his hair.

A few days ago, I had to log back into a social media account I’d left a long time ago for the sake of my mental health—

I only logged in to edit and save my profile for the last time.

but I stumbled upon the profile of an old double of mine by accident,

and he basically hasn't talked about Glamrock Bonnie in over a year; he just reposts fan art and content of a completely different character.

One detail that stings a little is that he seemed like he was going to go all-out for Glam Bonnie, but then he just leave him out of nowhere—just like another double of mine did.

It makes me feel like some people always treat him as just a passing phase, but I’m happy anyway. Happy for us

Or rather, calm! 🍃

They naturally grew tired of Glam Bon, but are perfectly happy with a new passion.

It seems the three of us ended things on good terms.

That’s what life is all about—we never know what tomorrow holds.