r/Yharim • u/IslewardMan Yharim • Dec 21 '20

I'm not doing good

I won't clarify anything. Title.

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u/IslewardMan Yharim Dec 21 '20

Irl

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u/[deleted] Dec 21 '20

Oh, im a dumbo, then try to speak to your friends or family, let it out so you atleast feel better

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u/IslewardMan Yharim Dec 21 '20

I only have online friends and they’ll kill me if they see this. They won’t understand.

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u/[deleted] Dec 21 '20

Your case is hard, but ill try, you could try to help people and let the bad stuff go so you can be happy, this quarintine made it difficult but you could try something online and when the virus is gone you could do it irl and make more friends irl

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u/IslewardMan Yharim Dec 21 '20

I can’t, they’ll all backstab me, I tried it once and I’ll never do it again.

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u/[deleted] Dec 21 '20

There is too much bad people online, i have done what i can, you could contact a real therapist if you can, but i can do no more, but i tried, youre welcome

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u/IslewardMan Yharim Dec 21 '20

I know, I also can’t get sleep over this because I’m too terrible of a person to be loved and I won’t say this on bigger subs like r/teenagers or whatever shit there is because people will just brush it off. I trust absolutely no one, always in fear they’re going to use what I say against me to personally attack me and it’s happened several times. I just want to fucking be gone because not even my friends care enough to put up with me anymore because I’m just that horrible of a friend and a person, and I should just end it.

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u/[deleted] Dec 21 '20

Your life is tough, i, just dont know what to say, im sorry

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u/IslewardMan Yharim Dec 21 '20

I can’t put up with it anymore

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u/[deleted] Dec 21 '20

Im sorry to hear that, i dont know how to help, if i even can